By AJITH FERNANDO
I WAS once at a meeting
of preachers, and they were discussing the problem of having inadequate
time to prepare their sermons.
One person said that given all the things he had to do, it was
impossible for him to give much time for preparation, and therefore
he usually went to preach without much preparation. I was shocked
by what I heard, but I did not say a word. This happened more
than a year ago, and I have suffered much since then. Thoughts
have been rolling over and over again in my mind as to what I
should have said that day. I have finally decided to put my thoughts
on paper.
We represent a great God who is
over all and whose majesty is beyond all comparison. The greatest
tragedy on earth is that people do not honour this great God.
Our great goal in life is to bring honour to God. And we preachers
have the opportunity of doing that when we preach.

AJITH FERNANDO
When people
come to any meeting under the name of God, they should leave with
the sense that God is great. Therefore our preaching, our worship-leading,
our singing, or whatever else we do in the name of God, should
always leave people with the impression that God is great.
I experienced this as a youth
every Sunday as I sat under the ministry of the Rev George Good.
We participated in glorious services each Sunday, and Sunday became
my favourite day of the week. I realised that the ministry was
a glorious call and it thrilled me just to think that God may
have called me, a shy youth who thought he would not amount to
anything, to be a minister of the glorious Gospel. I was fired
by an ambition to do what I could to reflect the glory and majesty
of God.
What
if we preach an unprepared sermon that puts people to sleep or
leaves them with no sense of the greatness of God? What if they
leave a Christian meeting impressed by the lack of preparation
and excellence in the programme?
I think that is, in ecclesiastical life, a crime akin to what
murder is in social life. It has brought dishonour to God who
is great and majestic - and that is the greatest tragedy that
could happen on earth. It would be better for us to die than to
be responsible for doing that!
And I think death is what we may
be called to endure! If we are so busy as to find little time
to prepare, then we may have to lose some sleep in order to prepare
a good sermon that will feed the people and bring honour to God.
Doing that continuously may cause us to die 10 years earlier than
would be normal for us. But it would be better for us to die early
having brought honour to God by our ministries than to live to
a ripe old age having brought dishonour to God.
The great preachers Spurgeon, Moody and Whitefield died before
they were 60 years old possibly because of their strenuous ministries.
But no one blames them when they realise the amazing good they
did, during their lifetime.
Many years ago Franky Schaeffer
wrote a book about Christian programming entitled Addicted To
Mediocrity. I think that is a problem with many Christians today.
'Our God is too
great to be dishonoured'
I have been to worship services where I have seen the preacher
choose his hymns five or 10 minutes before the service starts!
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, how could such an abomination take place in the
house of God? There is a symphony in worship that makes it flow
and pulsate with energy and rhythm so that the soul's desire to
worship God is caught up in meaningful acts of worship. Can you
prepare a symphony in 10 minutes?
Just look at the great detail
that the Old Testament goes into detailing the order of worship,
the preparation for worship, the selection and training of those
who take a role in the leading of worship. It goes on and on,
chapter after chapter, giving details relating to worship. Why?
Because worship reflects the glory of God, and therefore it must
be done well. Its quality must reflect the greatness of God.
If God's Word looks at preparation
for worship as something so important, how dare we take it to
be anything less than a matter of life and death? The great 17th
century preacher Richard Baxter (1615-1691) was a sickly man.
He is reputed to have said, "I will preach as if I'll never
preach again: as a dying man to dying men."
And many other preachers have taken that into their lives as an
important theme. Some have had those words framed and hung in
the vestry of their churches.
Every time we represent God in public it is a matter of life and
death. We are doing a great, great work.
Just think of it: the great and
glorious God has called us to represent Him on earth! What an
earth-shattering privilege, and what an awesome responsibility!
What a thrill, and what a scary task!
We must always seek to reflect
His glory. But when we represent Him in public this becomes all
the more serious, for we stand as official representatives of
the King of kings and Lord of lords before a gathering of people.
May the Lord release us from our addiction to mediocrity and cause
us to be ignited with a passion for His glory that causes us to
prepare well whatever the cost.
If we are going to preach then we must fashion our schedule in
order to give us time to prepare. If, for some reason, that becomes
impossible, then perhaps we will have to cut down on our sleep
in order to prepare adequately to represent God well. And if we
die early doing that, we would have died for a great cause!

Let me just add
one more point. We must work as hard as we can. But God in His
wisdom may permit something to go wrong while we are up before
the public. We may make a silly mistake like a slip of the tongue
which makes everyone laugh. A disturbance may make it difficult
for us to be heard. Another person may make a huge mistake that
reflects badly on us because we are the ones before the public.
The public address system may suddenly make a huge noise. I have
learned to take these as disciplines that the Lord allows us to
endure.
When you strive for perfection;
when you seek nothing short of the best; when you want to do a
great job - the best in the world that someone with your abilities
could possibly do - it is possible to let your ambitions shift
into showing your greatness rather than God's. But God will not
share His glory with anyone (Isa 48:11). So if He sees the danger
that our striving could become selfish striving, He will discipline
us with something humiliating. Then, without flying into a rage
and shouting at others who may have caused the problem, we accept
the rebuke saying, "Thanks, Lord, I needed that!"
If God wishes to let us make a
mistake, we thank Him for His wisdom. But woe to us, if we represent
God as people addicted to mediocrity. Our God is too great to
be thus dishonoured. It would be better for us to die than to
do that.
Dr Ajith Fernando is a Bible teacher and the National Director of Youth for Christ in Sri Lanka.